here the sun is king.

Hello Dear! I’ve been so crazy busy with life lately…so many things have come in and out of my life..I’m gonna be posting a link to my new re-vamped tumblr soon!

Strange, huh?

Congrats! You’re the select few that get to see into this aspect of my life…on the occasion that I actually post.

My life is an abysmal mess as of late. It’s quite embarrassing when you lay all of the details out on the table..but thank god for that small glimmer of hope I still keep.

The reason why I even came here to post, was actually about a guy.. It’s silly, and he’s far away, but he makes me feel special. And, maybe its my loneliness taking charge, but, at least from afar, I really do like him. He’s sweet to me. I just wish we could be closer.

This may just be a drunken ramble, but I needed it. So much disappointment has happened this week, but I’m trying, with everything in me, to keep the faith..I’ve made a promise to myself that everyday of my life I’m gonna strive to be the most genuine, loving, giving, caring, and compassionate person I possibly can.

Goodnight Tumblr. (Here’s to hoping for no hangovers upon waking…)

This is a pivotal point for me. All signs are pointing to…get the fuck out of where you are. Nothing is going right or feels okay, and that’s a huge sign for me. I feel more than ever that I need to evaluate where I want to go, what o want to do, and just fucking put everything into accomplishing it. I’ve been disgustingly stagnant here for almost the last four months, and I can’t do it anymore…otherwise I’m wasting time that I won’t get back. I have so much to do and figure out today…if I were sleeping, I’d need to be up in an hour…well…first day at the new job with anxiety, stress, and lack of sleep…challenge accepted. Heh, like I have any choice really. I may have to call off my night on the town with that pretty girl…my head could use some clearing.

Feline and I shall sleep for the remaining hour. Please leave sanity for me to wake to.

But I was thankful, and still am, for the fact that it is. If you know me in real life, call me, text me, whatever…just the hell off of here, and let’s do shit. If you don’t know me, talk to me, get to know me, otherwise, what’s the point? I’m sick of barriers getting bigger between people as technology progresses. And with that, I’m out. Bedtime with the feline.

It’s so silly, I don’t understand why I feel so lonely…

MAKING!

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I have so much fucking sexual frustration right now. God dammit! But when it really comes down to it, I’m so lonely, and I just want someone to love me back for once. I actually love relationships, I know I’m not the best, but I’m great girlfriend material. The only people interested are super creeps. Fuuuuuuuhhhh….what am I doing wrong?!

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hinduthug:

Forever one of my favorites.

incredible.

‘tis the season…

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GPOY. Viva La Revolution.

always watching this <3

dude.